mythoughtsxactly's posterous http://mythoughtsxactly.posterous.com My random thoughts on life and how it operates :) posterous.com Sat, 21 May 2011 19:13:06 -0700 My Apologies http://mythoughtsxactly.posterous.com/my-apologies http://mythoughtsxactly.posterous.com/my-apologies I'm sorry that my involuntary absense expedited our separation. But it seemed that even my presence would not have haulted this inevitable happening. For though our time shared was truly unforgettable, they existed through false pretenses. We were not the lovers we had feined ourselves into believing we were. We were simply two kids - searching for love by overcomplicating a friendship. I apologize for my foolish cognition and wait patiently, considering the unlikely possibility that we will continue our relationship in the years ahead.

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Fri, 11 Feb 2011 22:22:00 -0800 Fear http://mythoughtsxactly.posterous.com/fear http://mythoughtsxactly.posterous.com/fear

Falling.
It's sick, really.
For me at least.
See, I didnt know what was happening, just that it did. without warning or a safety net to land in.
But I didnt care.
Cuz the way I was falling, the trip down, had me thinking it was right.
Had me thinking that everything was going as planned...
That the pure white sun and blazing yellow moon were in perfect harmony.
Made me think the stars were in the sky, s c a t t e r e d, yes, but only because they didn't quite Know how to spell out Your name and put it right next to mine.
...but it wasn't. 
It was obvious in the looks I got from my peers, the words from my friends, the scorn from my Family...
And what was worse - I didn't care; I didn't want to climb up.
If everything were to stay as perfectly imperfect as it was - the collapsing World around us - it was Fine by me.
But...
He had to make a name for himself.
He had to show me that he could climb back to the top without so much as a Scar.                         no Bruises,                                                                                                                                     No broken bones.
Had to make me feel like it was my fault for falling without the certainty of my strength to climb Back up.

So now I gather myself.

Remembering to tie both shoes before going out.

Remembering to step over any cracks in the ground.

Always remembering...

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